All About Amanda

Update

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 18:00:12 GMT

Don't really use this anymore aince everyone else kind of just stopped as well. I'll still check this periodically for updates from anyone else, but other than that check out my blog on myspace, I started using that instead.

blog.myspace.com/mandy101985

Amanda

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 03:36:02 GMT

Well it's been about 2 months, and I've just been completely depressed. I've lost almost everything that matters to me anymore, and those of you who know me know what I'm talking about. I say it doesn't bother me, and I put up a front to people, but it really does bother me. She was a huge part of my life, and she expects me to just up and forget everything we've been through. Maybe if I was allowed to have closure, and she didn't get her asshole of a boyfriend to threaten me, I would let go and move on. But no, I'm discovering how much of a backstabbing bitch she really is. Whatever, I'm fucking done.

Now that that's off my chest, I've been working like crazy and trying to keep up with school. Bowling is going down the tubes, cause more than half of my team bailed on me. They couldn't have the nerve to say anything to me, of course not. I had to find out from other people. Now there's only two of us left, and it's fucking retarded. As if my life couldn't get any worse.

It seems as if the only good thing in my life right now has to be my work staff. They've been there for me through thick and thin, even when the president of my company ripped my head off and caused me to have an emotional breakdown in the back room. Michelle, I know you'll never read this, but thanks for everything, and you have no idea how much you mean to me. I don't know what I would do without you.

Last but not least, school is crazy too. It's the last two weeks of classes, and everything's due at once. I feel like I need to just crawl up and die, cause I can't keep up with everything. I know I'm never taking 3 classes directed toward my major within the same trimester again. I'm going to be so relieved once these last three weeks are over.

Well that's about it, more will come later (and more frequently I promise) when I'm in higher spirits. I'm out like a fat kid in dodgeball.

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 18:21:15 GMT

Can things get any worse?!?!? Both of my best friends hate me, my sister and I are at each other's throats every 5 minutes, my mom's always in hysterics because I'm a screwup, what can I do?!?!? I HATE MY LIFE!!!!

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 00:34:18 GMT

Not much to say, other than the fact that the final word on Haagen Dazs is that we have to place the orders Monday so they can come in Tuesday, and then once everything comes in on Tuesday we can go in the store Tuesday night to set it up for Wednesday morning, which is planned opening day. Thank God!!

In other news, week 2 of bowling was this morning. Did better than last week, I went 439, but still not too great. Averaged like 146-147, which will boost my shitty 137 average up to a 141. I need to go like 600 next week in order to get back up to my 160. This blows.

Other than that I've basically been out somewhere with friends or at JWU, and then school starts in a little over a week. So before my schedule is crazy full next week when school starts everyone hit me up if they wanna chill!! Later people!!

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 22:43:41 GMT

Well not a whole lot to say. Bowling started again, and this year I think we may have some potential if I can get my act together. Only shot 412, when I should be shooting like 480-500. A 138 average for 3 games is far too low for someone who's normally a 160 bowler. That bothered me. But it felt good to start up again!

In other news, everyone who wants to see me better make plans this weekend, because starting monday I'm gonna be pretty booked. What with working at JWU and trying to put together Haagen Dazs so we can actually reopen, I'm never gonna have time for anything. And then once school comes into play in like 2 weeks, then I'll have even less time. So anyone who wants to chill hit me up!!

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 18:19:18 GMT

I finally go back to work at the new and improved Haagen Dazs on Monday!! Everyone come visit me cause I've missed you all!!

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 19:17:57 GMT

AHHH Apologetix ROCKED last Saturday!!! This was my second time seeing them and they just get better every time!! Here was their lineup (not necessarily in this order):

1. JC's Mom ("Stacy's Mom" by Fountains of Wayne)
2. The Devil Went Down to Jordan ("The Devil Went Down to Georgia" by The Charlie Daniels Band)
3. Baa! We're Lambs ("Barbara Ann" by The Beach Boys)
4. The Real Sin Savior ("The Real Slim Shady" by Eminem)
5. I Love Apostle Paul ("I Love Rock n Roll" by Joan Jet and the Blackhearts)
6. Enter Samson ("Enter Sandman" by Metallica)
7. I'm a Receiver ("I'm a Believer" by The Monkees)
8. All the Stalls Stink ("All the Small Things" by Blink 182)
9. La Bible ("La Bamba" by Ritchie Valens)
10. Go Right Now ("All Right Now" by Free)
11. Apostle Me ("Rock n Me" by Steve Miller Band)
12. Didn't Just Die ("Live and Let Die" by Paul McCartney and Wings)

OMG It was THE best night I've had in a while!!! Well that's about it guys, more coming later!!!

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 20:31:59 GMT

OMG Steubie was awesome guys!! I wasn't sure how I would like it cause of the new musicians and everything, but it was cool. And plus I ran into a few other friends that I know, so it was even better! Unchanging faith baby!! Can't wait for next year!!

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 16:41:57 GMT

Steubie in like two hours!! Yay!! Be back sometime Sunday afternoon!! Leave me love peeps!!

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 21:13:52 GMT

Ugh having two weeks off couldn't have come at a WORSE time!!! I have my Steubie conference this weekend, which costs me $130, and then I'm driving down to Hartford, CT, next Saturday to see ApologetiX, and I wanna get as many CD's as I can. Renovations need to be done early so I can go back to work and make more money!!! UGH!!!

Okay now that I'm done venting, since you all know now that I have until the 30th off, anyone who has any plans hit me up!!! I'm always down for something!!!

It's been a while.....

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 19:03:15 GMT

Holy cow it's been a while, and I still have nothing to say. Well overall it's been a pretty dull summer, with the exception of last week. With it being the 4th of July I had 20,000 cookouts to go to, and then I had birthdays mixed in with all of that. Then trying to see friends and adding work into the schedule just makes everything even more complicated. But here's the gist of everything:

Mom and Dad went to Vegas the weekend of the 16th, and didn't come back till the 19th. And with mom's birthday being on the 18th, as well as father's day, we couldn't even see them on those days. So we got them stuff for when they got back, even though they told us no. We never listen when it comes to stuff like that. haha

Then Chris's 21st birthday was the 28th, but he was in Jersey so I couldn't do anything with him. I called him up on his birthday, but he was at work so I couldn't stay on long. He had to work the next day, so he couldn 't go out drinking on his birthday, and planned to go out Friday night instead. So knowing that he went out Friday night, I called him up on Saturday and asked how hammered he got. I was surprised to hear that he supposedly didn't get that trashed. Not sure how much I believe him though. haha

Then the following Sunday all the fun began. Sunday I had a cookout at my neighbor's house for the 4th of July, along with a combination of a graduation party. I stayed there pretty much all night, until my parents called their house looking for me. I went home around midnight, and then went to bed.

Monday I didn't do much during the day, cause the fun didn't start until about 3 or so. My first stop was Chris and Jessie's meme's house for their annual cookout on the 4th, but due to certain circumstances and trying to avoid certain people, I didn't stay long. Especially since neither Chris nor Jess was there, and their parents had to jet early to check on Babci. So that was that.

My next stop was Jamie's annual cookout on the 3rd, and I got there around 4:30ish. Now when I had stopped at the mall earlier that day to figure out what time this cookout started, I was told that it was at around 4. But my co-workers, including my manager, weren't going to be there until sometime between 5 and 6. Jamie asked me this when I walked in, and asked me when Michelle said she was coming. I told her that Nicole told me they would be there sometime between 5 and 6. Jamie laughed and said to me, "I'll give her 6:30." So we just chilled for a while. I met the infamous Christopher, and saw how much he loved to torture Schreibs. Then around 6:30 Jamie's phone rings, and it's Michelle. She's finally gotten out of the shower, and is supposedly on her way. So Jamie hung up and was like okay then. Guess who finally walks in an hour later at like 7:30?!? You got it, Mich and the kids. lol We knew she wouldn't be here by 6, but we didn't expect 7:30. lmao But then I left there around 8 to make my final stop of the evening.

Around 8:15 I got to my final destination of the night, which was right up the street. We come here every year for the 4th of July, and it's our friend's sheetrock garage on Lake St. I parked my car, and left my purse on the passenger seat so I wouldn't have to carry it around. I didn't have to lock the doors in here, cause no one else is around. But apparently it's become that much of a force of habit. Around 9:30-10 I went back to the car to get soemthing out of my purse. I tried to open the door, and it was locked. Apparently, although I didn't have any intention of locking the door, or else I wouldn't have left my purse on the seat, it's so much of a habit that I did it without realizing it. So my father had to go ALL the way back to Cumberland to get the spare key and come back to unlock my car. He had to miss the fireworks display and EVERYTHING. I felt TERRIBLE. But around 10:30, when the fireworks were finished (the game went into extra innings, so they ran a bit late), he got back and unlocked my doors. From that point on I kept my purse with me so this wouldn't happen again. But of course this time I didn't lock my doors, so ya know I just can't win. lol Then at midnight we sang happy birthday, cause we have a birthday on the 4th of July. I left there around 12:30-1, and went to bed.

Tuesday we had the road race in the morning, which half of Cumberland ran in, including my father and a few friends. That was done around 10ish, and then I had to work from 12 to close. Well it didn't end up being until close. I got sent home around 4:30 and my manager closed on her own because it was that slow in the mall on the 4th of July. Then I went home to the cookout that was going on at my house, and when they finally left around 6:30ish, I went to Conimicut Point with some friends and we lit off fireworks, along with the rest of the town. But apparently the beach closes very early, so the Warwick Police Dept came through the park and kicked everyone out. They told us to leave and that we couldn't light anything else off. Well this didn't go over well with the beach visitors. Many of us told them off, saying it was the 4th of July and to give us a break. But the cops didn't budge, so everyone was forced to leave. Then we went home because we were so pissed off.

Nothing huge has happened since then, I've basically chilled at home, worked, or hung out with friends. Was supposed to babysit a few times, but they all fell through. So I'm just sitting here chilling right now, and then later I might try and find something to do, I'm not sure yet. That's about it, more coming later folks!!

I can't take much more.....

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 05:26:23 GMT

Well my sister's being a bitch now, so I uncontrollably told her off tonight. I actually called her a fucking bitch and told her to fuck off on the phone at the top of my lungs. I then hung up on her, and called her back 30 seconds later regretting what I'd done. She declined the call, so I tried again. This time my aunt answered the phone, and I explained to her what happened. Something had happened while I was inside Wal Mart visiting Kristin, and Shannon didn't get that. So I explained to my aunt what happened, and she's like, "Come back here and we'll figure all of this out." So I did, and we had a crying fest in my cousin's bedroom pretty much. We supposedly talked things out, but if we did then why doesn't she wanna be anywhere near me?? She refused to come home with me tonight, hence she's staying at my aunt's house for the night. But that just means that work with her tomorrow is going to be ten times worse, since we haven't talked or anything. What the fuck am I supposed to do, I can't live my entire life being at my sister's throat, when deep down she's the only person in the world who truly knows me for ME. Someone help me, I just feel so hopeless right now.....

CONGRATULATIONS!!!

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 03:02:52 GMT

Since I forgot to do this Tuesday for the first one, I might as well kill two birds with one stone and say......

CONGRATULATIONS CUMBERLAND HIGH SCHOOL CLASS OF 2006!!

CONGRATULATIONS PILGRIM HIGH SCHOOL CLASS OF 2006!!!

Good luck to you all, and you will all be missed!!! I love you all!!

Mon, 22 May 2006 16:15:13 GMT

So yea, I'm finally updating after almost four weeks. lol I didn't have much to say the first couple of weeks, cause I was just sitting here doing nothing while the car was in the shop, and school was just, well, school. So that's what happened up until last week.

This week I finally got the car back on Tuesday afternoon, which means I can take my road trip to see ApologetiX in August!! Yayness!! Finished finals on Thursday last week, and had an AWESOME trimester for once!! Two B's, a B+, and an A. Fuck yea!! Now that those worries are off my back, I'm probably just gonna sit back and enjoy the summer. Work will consume it, but that's okay, cause everyone knows I love my job.

In other news, Christopher left me to go to NJ for the summer, and is apparently worried about us forgetting about him. When I think it's going to be vice versa because yea he's basically called everyone else but me. So yea if you don't want people to forget about you then maybe you should try calling them once in a while fuckhead!!! I'm just so afraid that I'm gonna lose him completely, because we were drifting as it was before he left, which I think was because of reasons I won't expose here. Although he wouldn't admit it if I tried talking to him about it, but whatever. It's just that we were so close at one point, and now with him 400 miles away, and not bothering to stay in touch, I'm afraid that everything we once had is gone completely, and to be honest I'm not gonna be able to take that. He is (or was, I don't know anymore) a big part of my life, and I'm not gonna be able to deal with losing him. Someone tell me what to do.....

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 02:01:58 GMT

Well I guess things hadn't hit rock bottom yet cause they sure did tonight. I blew a head gasket in my car tonight, and now I don't think it's worth replacing the whole motor/engine. I might just have to get a new car, it depends on what the cost will be to fix it. But for the time being I'm going to be a no-life and I'm carless. And it's going to drive me up a fucking wall cause I'm stuck in the house listening to my parents bitch and drive me insane. Other than that things are normal.

School is going alright, only 3 weeks left!! Which means 5 days of classes and at most 3 days of exams! Then I'm finally free from school, although if I don't have the car by then I'll have gone mad. So either way I lose.

Bowling....well that hasn't happened since the 1st, which was my last day. I wanted to join a summer league, but now with my car possibly being junk I don't know if it's possible. So we'll see where that goes, my junior banquet's on June 10th. I'm probably just gonna go get my awards and take off, it's always the same thing every year.

Work is just work, it's going good, although I think I'm going to have to get a second job somewhere, and I'm not too happy about that one. My mom tells me that a second job is optional this year like 3 months ago, and now last week out of the blue she tells me I need one. Like what the fuck. Seriously. I had no time to myself last summer, and didn't she see that?? Apparently not. It's bad enough that I have to pretty much run Haagen Dazs alone for a week while everyone else takes off to Florida, and that's gonna be hell.

Well not a whole lot else has gone on, other than the fact that now that my car is out of order (possibly permanently, but hopefully not), my road trip to NH to see ApologetiX is down the tubes, and I've been looking forward to this for MONTHS. I'm SOOOO pissed off now and I've been screaming at my mom since I walked in the door tonight. AHHH!!! That's about it, more to come folks!

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 15:36:00 GMT

Ok I guess things can get worse, cause I fought with yet another one of my close firends last night, over the stupidest fucking thing in the world. Everyone told me he was immature, and believe me I've noticed it for a while, but this is pushing it over the edge. How the fuck was I supposed to know he didn't tell his family about it?!? Would I have opened my mouth had I known?!? No, of course not, and he should know that, but apparently not. So fuck him, he can rot in hell for all I care.

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 00:30:51 GMT

Can things can get any worse??? First I ruin my best friend's life, then as a result she tells me she's taking off and I'm losing her. I HATE MY LIFE!!!!

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 03:18:37 GMT

Well guys, it's been over a week, and not a whole lot has been going on, although it may seem like it because this entry is going to be very detailed. I had league last Saturday, and I went like 531 if I remember correctly, which bought me high average in the league for girls by 2 pins. Fuck yea!! lol But anyways, after league I had travel at Old Mountain, where I actually did decent at travel league for once. I stayed in all three games, which was a first, and went like 480. Then after that I went to work from 6 to close, and that was hell. After work though, it got better.

While I was working, I got a phone call that I couldn't answer cause I was busy helping a line of customers at the time. Then when it finally died out and I checked my phone, I noticed that it was my Ally calling me. She left a message asking me what I was up to tonight, so I called her back. She told me that they were out for Chinese food at the moment, but when I got out to head down there, cause she was having a bunch of people over. So I got out of work around 10:15 and headed down there, got to Taunton around 11ish and met them at the Chinese place where they were all singing karaoke. We hung around there for a few minutes, and then went back to her house up the street. We talked for a while, and then sat back and watched Wedding Crashers. When the movie finally ended at like 2:15 in the morning, I headed home. Got home around 3 that morning, called Ally's phone to let her know I got in okay, and then sat on the computer for about a half hour and talked to Skye. Finally, getting tired around 4, I went to bed.

Sunday I got up early for a tournament that turned out not to be until 1 that afternoon in Brockton, and I ended up showing up late for anyways because of Kat. She asked me to take her somewhere, and I didn't think that we would spend an hour and a half in a supermarket. As a result, I got to the tournament VERY late, and I ended up only seeing the final two matches. The whole reason I was even going was to spend more time with Ally before she left on Tuesday, and I ended up missing her. So that disappointed me. When I left I think I went home, and if not I was either out with Kat or out with Kristin and Dan. I honestly don't remember, lol.

Monday I had school from 8-2:45, and then worked from 5 to close. Nothing spectacular. Tuesday I worked from 9-5, and then headed down to Cranston Bowl to see Ally once more before she left. She ended up getting there around 6:30-7ish, and we hung around there until her mom and dad came to get her around 10-10:30ish. I went and picked up Kat from her boyfriend's house and take her here for a while so she could see Ally, and since Ally had time to kill she came with me to get her. But as luck woudl have it, Kat got a phone call from her psychotic mother wanting her home, and telling her she couldn't go out. But luckily I had brought Ally with me, so at least she got to see her, so it's all good. Then we went back to Cranston Bowl so Ally could get her lane reservation, got back there around 8:45, and then I called up Kristin to ask if she was coming by. She and Dan ended up coming by around 9-9:30ish, and they hung around till about 10 or so. The Ally's parent's got there to pick her up around 10-10:30ish, and we all went home, and I had to say my goodbyes. *tear*

Wednesday I had school all day, so there's not much to say there. Thursday I went out with Kat during the day, and then we met up with Kristin, Kei, and Scott at Chalks and played some pool. Kei had to be at work for 3, so he and Scott left Kristin with us for a while, and we were gonna drop her off before I went to work. When we left Chalks we went driving around for a while, and then called Scott to see if he was doing anything after Kei dropped him off. He said no, and we went out to Burger King to get something to eat. Then we dropped Kristin and Scott off at Kristin's house, I dropped Kat off at her boyfriend's house, and I went to workfrom 5 to close. Nothing too interesting.

Friday I went out with Kristin and Kat again, and we went to get some stuff at Kat's house cause of reasons I won't expose, and then went to do her laundry. While waiting for her laundry to finish, we went out to Ponderosa to eat. I never go there without Kristin anymore, lmao it's just not normal for me. It's just our thing now. Anyways, after we ate we went back to put Kat's laundry into the dryer, and then when it was done we dropped Kristin off at work for 4:15. Then I dropped Kat off, and went to the mall for a bit to look for something. Came home a bit later, and hung out around the house.

Yesterday I had league in the morning, and I went 509. That allowed me to maintain high average in the league at 160, while my closest competitor is only at 157. And with only a week left I think I have it in the bag. After league I went out with Kat and Josh for a bit, and then came home around 3 or so. Called Kristin to see how work was going, and what her and Dan were up to when she got out, cause things hav e been happening at home that I haven't wanted to be around for. We ended up meeting at the Warwick Mall, and then hanging out with Macey and Chris for the night. Got home around 12, and went to bed.

Today I didn't do much of anything. Got up around 11:30, lounged around for an hour or two, and then finally decided to get up and make myself presentable. Went to the mall to figure out my schedule, and left there around 3-3:30. Went to pick up Kat and Josh, and then we visited Sarah for a while to see how she was doing after her knee surgery. We left there around 5ish, and then I dropped them back off and came home. Been here ever since, and I just finished doing homework. Now I'm chilling watching the end of The Girl Next Door, and after this I'm going to bed. More later folks!!

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 04:59:10 GMT

Well so much for my last entry, because in league last week I yet again bowled like shit, only went like 445. But whatever, can't bitch when I'm high average for girls in the league ya know??

The Sunday I had the Pepsi tournament at Cranston Bowl, and that went okay. I didn't do so hot my first game, only went like 109, but I made up for it with the other 5. Went 190s my second, 160s my third, 170s my 4th and 5th, and 190s again my 6th. It took me a game to figure out the lanes, but I did decent in the long run, I wasn't bitching. Ended up like +45 after all 6. Not good enough for the final 3, but in my opinion it was fine. I made it this far, and that's all that matters. But my Nicole is going on to Nationals in Florida!! Congrats girl!!! Make us proud!!!

Other than that I've had school and work, and then tonight I went to go see Phantom of the Opera with my mom and my sister, and that was pretty good. It was very long, they seemed to drag it out to the last possible second, so it was like 2 1/2 hours long, but it was really good. I would most definitely go see it again. Then tomorrow I have juniors in the morning, travel in the afternoon, and then work after that from 6 to close. Then whatever left of our annual St. Patty's Day bash after I get home from work. Sunday's gonna be even more fun, but I'm keeping that on the down low for now.

Well that's about it for now, I know, my life is dull and boring, you don't have to tell me twice, lol. More coming later folks!!

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 02:57:42 GMT

Well school started again, and I can't say I'm nervous at all. I like all of my professors, even though one's a bit strict, but I like her. I have all of my classes on the same two days, so I have three days off a week. Most people would think that's a few REALLY long days, but it's all worth it in the long run. Because the way I see it, I'll have those three days to concentrate on school work. I definitely can't have a repeat of last trimester.

Other than that I've been working, bowling, and spending time with friends. I had a rough week bowling last week, only went 420 something, but there's always tomorrow. Then I have to work 3-10 tomorrow after bowling, and Sunday I have the Pepsi tournament at Cranston Bowl. Fun stuff. I hope I do well there, I'll go on to nationals in Florida if I do, which would be pretty cool.

Well that's about it, I'm off to do more schoolwork, then I might hit the sack early so I'll be conscious for league in the morning. More coming later guys!!

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 02:24:37 GMT

OMG I FUCKING DID IT!!! I PASSED BY THE SKIN OF MY TEETH!! lol But in other words, now I have an enormous load off my back and I can enjoy my spring break in peace. I'm pretty much gonna be bowling, working, and chilling with friends, so anyone has any plans hit me up. My first day back is the 8th!

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 20:38:38 GMT

I hate my life, I'm gonna fail out of school cause my professor's a dick, and then I'm gonna get nowhere. What the fuck am I gonna do?!?!?!?

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 17:26:52 GMT

Well everyone, it's been about a month, and honestly I just haven't had much to say. It's always the same old shit. As for that last entry, ignore it. That got fixed a couple weeks ago, so everyone who's been asking me about it, everything is fine.

As far as bowling goes, I've had league, and I haven't done too hot lately, but yesterday I did great, I averaged 169 with a 506 series, and honestly I wanted better, but with a 159 average I can't bitch. And besides, everyone who knows me would kill for that series, lol. Then after league I had travel at Walnut Hill, and god I forgot how much I hate bowling there. I went 125 the first game, sat out the second game, and went 145 the third game. I forgot how much I absolutely HATE bowling on wood now. But whatever.

School is just.....school. I'm struggling to pass one of my classes, and if I don't pass it I'm off of this scholarship. I need to find out if there is ANY way I can pass, cause my parents will FLIP if I don't. And everything is piling up at the end it's just becoming so overwhelming, and with work in the middle of that too, it's getting to be a lot. I know I can easily just cut back on work, but it's just so hard to say no. This is what I hate about not working for a major chain store. There's only like eight of us that work here, so we've all grown really close. I've especially grown really close to my manager, and I hate it. Now most of you would be saying, "Holy shit I can't stand my manager, he/she is a fucking prick!" But my manager is such a sweetheart and does everything she can for all of us, and I love her to death. And I just HATE saying no to her. But I guess I need to learn how to if I'm gonna end up passing this class and staying at JWU.

In other things, I've basically been either sitting here doing nothing or been out with Kristin or Kat (or Chris, but that's usually bowling-related), cause I never see Jessie anymore. I need to make more of an effort with that over spring break, cause I kinda miss her. I know our schedules are different, but with me out of school I think we can work something out. Cause I hate leaving her in the dust. We never call each other anymore, and when we do talk it's her making the effort. I feel as if I'm making her do all of the work. But we'll see what happens over spring break.

Then since tonight is Super Bowl Sunday and my MacKenzie's birthday (I can't believe she's two already!! Holy shit does time fly!!! lol), I'm working till close with my sister and my manager's cousin, since she took the night off for her daughter's party. Then after work we're all going over to the party for a while, and then I'm coming home to do more and more mounds of homework.

Well that's about it people, more to come, comments!!!

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 04:06:14 GMT

Well guys, I'm back to New England weather now, and it blows. I'm back to school, back to the same old shit. Not much has happened, I'm back to work, and back to dealing with the same shit from my bosses. Spending time with friends, etc. You guys know the drill. That's not the point of this entry anyways.

The point of this entry is for a certain person (you know who you are) who doesn't understand the concept of a mistake. Yes, I can't take back what I said, cause I said what I said. But I was in a state of shock when this was said to me, and I didn't know how to react. That kind of thing has been wrong in my book for ages, and when I found out you were doing it I just automatically reacted rashly. But when you explained things to me that changed, and if you don't understand that then fine. But I need you to understand the concept of a mistake, and if you don't then I guess I'm never speaking to you again. You made one when you weren't honest with me, and you explained yourself, and I got over it. Now why don't I deserve the same thing??? Explain yourself to me please, and let me know what's going on.

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 01:30:13 GMT

Well guys, it's definitely been a while, about 2 months to be exact, and I basically don't have a lot to say. I've been working, spending time with friends, concentrating on school, and Christmas shopping. Shiro and I also got into a little tift a while back, but luckily I think things are okay now. I have to verify a few things to be sure but it's all good. And in bigger news my Ally came home from school in Texas for Christmas last sunday, and boy was that some greeting. I called her up monday night to ask her what her plans were for Tuesday, and she said that after work she had no plans. Now my friend Chris has been looking forward to her coming home for a LONG time now. Those two were wicked close before she left, and he was crushed. But he called me up when he found out I was going to see her on Tuesday night and begged me to take her up to Kingstown Bowl where he worked. So I'm like okay whatever. Well that didn't go as planned. I went to pick her up earlier around 8 that night, and when she came running outside we hugged for like 5 minutes and wouldn't let each other go. She almost toppled me when she hugged me cause she was running to me so fast, lmao. But thn we tok off for KB. This is where things get a bit fishy. We got to KB, and she wet inside and hugged everyone, cause all of our bowling friends just happened to be there that night. I don't know if Chris told them about her coming, or it was just a coincidence, but she got to see EVERYONE. But after Chris gave her a huge hug, he basically ignored her all night. So that was fucked up. Then after 11 when they closed I figured things would be different because he wasn't concentrating on his job. So I left them alone, and they talked for a while. I guess something went wrong, because she came back to my car and he took off at top speed like he was wicked pissed off about something. She told me in the car that he expected her to wait around for him cause she should know by now that he wants her. But he's obviously not waiting around for her with his girlfriend, so why the fuck should she wait for him?!?!? She's enjoying her life to the fullest, and he shouldn't prevent her from doing so because of something that most likely won't happen. So that was a rough night.

Other than that, more big news: I'm spending Christmas down south this year, and I'LL BE IN DISNEY IN 4 DAYS!!! HELL YEA!!! I'm coming home the day after new years, and I'll pretty much be spending all my time with Ally before she goes back to school. I'll only have another week with her, and I've missed her sooooo much so I have to treasure this. Then I'll go bac to school and start my daily routine all over again, la dee fucking da. Well that's about it, more to come folks!!